As I study the word of God, a fear sometimes comes over me that I will not be able to remember what I am reading. My MS causes me to have short term memory loss, which has become very annoying to me, as this was never a problem before! One blessing I have found is that I do not have to worry about that. The bible tells us not to worry, but I have found it hard not to worry about something as serious as not being able to remember God’s word. It is amazing how God works; I just have to throw that in here this morning before I tell you how this fear turned into a blessing. This morning I woke and began to study John 15. John 15 teaches us the true key to our walk with the Lord and was something I felt important to study this morning. As I finished reading I noticed a verse I had highlighted at some point during my readings, but never quite took it to heart. The verse was John 14:26 and 27:
26 But the counselor, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you. 27 Peace I leave with you: my peace I give to you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. (NIV)
How beautiful these words were when I read them. I had obviously read them before, I had them highlighted, but this morning it was like reading them for the first time! Jesus was comforting his disciples, letting them know they would not be alone, that the Spirit would be with them. He told them do no be afraid, that he was giving them peace. This morning he comforted me and took away the fear I have had for a long time and gave me peace. He let me know that MS may cause issue with my memory, but I am blessed with the Holy Spirit, who will make sure I do not forget it! How beautiful and fantastic is our Lord?
Lord, you never cease to amaze me. Your blessing and your grace is beyond anything I could ever imagine and I accept it with a whole heart. Lord, I thank you for your spirit that guides me, comforts me, and never lets me forget the words you say to me. Thank you, Lord, for opening my eyes and for removing this fear I had inside. You are glorious God, my glorious God. Amen
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